Where Do I Belong?

Can you tell me where I belong?
For those loving arms I still long….
Can I make it?
Typhoons of pain cause not hope but sorrow,
Fake smiles masking the pain of tomorrow,
When I remember time spent with you….
The end of out time brings fourth not rest,
But a sleepless death..
Death to my soul,
From the ashes arises an empty heart with a gaping hole..
Never again shall I fall
Never upon you will I call.
Broken hollow desecrated insecure incarcerated
In this mind memories of you have never faded.
You were my all, my living, breathing call,
But you showed my just how bad it hurt to fall.
Falling again and again,
For your quick seductive grin.
Speaking words of love,
The heavens cry out from above
Ignoring them without a glance,
All I wanted was another chance..
This is the pain you caused me..
I cannot take another lie,
You never cared about me…..
Never again will I fall….
Sweet the taste of fresh air,
But still the pain I cannot bear…

~Tyler Mccracken