May 30, 2024 — My beloved Grandma passed away 39 years ago today…

Funeral service for Upāsikā Yath PoK at the Springfield Crematory, Springfield, Massachusetts on May 30, 2024.
And… today, is the funeral service for our beloved Upāsikā Yath PoK, meditation practitioner and loyal supporter at our Peace Meditation Center. Upāsikā Yath, age 78, passed away in Easthampton, Massachusetts on May 20, 2024 at 6:29 p.m. (2 days prior to Visakha Puja). Continue reading

Jendhamuni with Buddhist nun Sony Nuon at Kiryvongsa Bopharam, Buddhist Peace Meditation Center on July 4, 2013.
Buddhist nun Sony Nuon became my lifetime favorite nun ever since I first met her. She’s very calm, very kind, caring, gentle and compassionate — rare qualities many lack… She’s the Buddhist nun I love most in this world… I hope we will meet again…
My beloved Buddhist nun passed away in Cranston, Rhode Island on Monday March 18, 2024 at 12:40 p.m.
I’ll always remember you, brother…
Those who touch our lives, stay in our hearts forever.
I did not see you close your eyes or hear your last sigh. I only heard that you were gone, too late to say goodbye. ~ Milano
May 30, 2023 — My grandma passed away 38 years ago today.
There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are the messengers of overwhelming grief, of deep contrition, and of unspeakable love. – Washington Irving
“What we have once enjoyed deeply we can never lose. All that we love deeply becomes a part of us.” ~ Helen Keller
“It is not length of life, but depth of life”. ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson
Your life was a blessing, your memory a treasure. You are loved beyond words and missed beyond measure. — Milano Monuments
You may be gone from my sight, but you are never gone from my heart. — Milano Monuments
Bhikkhu Dejapanno Phorn Pheap (Meditation teacher)
February 1, 1943 – June 21, 2021
On Sunday, May 30, 2021 my family and I went to pick up my meditation master Ven. Dejapanno Phorn Pheap, Ven. Buddha Saddha Vey Ve and Ven. Indajoto Trang Dong at Wat Kiryvongsa Bopharam, Peace Meditation Center for the ceremony at the graveyard of my late uncle Yoeun Nget. It was raining very hard that day. We arrived at the temple around 8:30 am, but were told by Ven. Buddha Saddha that Ven. Dejapanno could not go to my late uncle’s graveyard because he was literally unconscious in his room. After that, Bhikkhu Buddha Saddha called me to go inside my master’s room for a short while just to witness the scene.
Ven. Buddha Saddha and Ven. Indajoto were the first two monks who found Ven. Dejapanno unconscious in his room. They found him lying on the floor during wellness check (because Ven. Dejapanno did not show up for breakfast). Mr. Piseth Kien, president of the temple, arrived at the scene shortly before my family and I got there.
Bhikkhu Buddha Saddha, Bhikkhu Indajoto, Mr. Piseth Kien, and Mr. Sakal Kim went inside Ven. Dejapanno’s room and called an ambulance to examine him. When the EMTs carried my master to the ambulance, I followed them just to see if my master was conscious. After seeing his eyes, I felt relief knowing he’s awake because his eyes were blinking. And I was told that his life was not endangered.

Jendhamuni visiting Master Dejapanno Phorn Pheap at Baystate Medical Center in Springfield, Massachusetts on Saturday June 19, 2021.
Gratitude is a value of interdependence. It is an inner orientation that aligns us emotionally with the outer reality of our lives. Bringing heart and mind together, gratitude is an affective state that can be produced by an awareness of interdependence. We identify interdependence at work and train ourselves to respond to that awareness with gratitude. Like other values of interdependence, gratitude can lead us from awareness to feelings and, eventually, can culminate in action. ~ 17th Karmapa
ព្រះភិក្ខុ ពុទ្ធសត្ថា, ព្រះភិក្ខុ ឥន្ទជោតោ, លោក កៀង ពិសិដ្ឋ, លោក គិម សកល, គិម អានន្ទ, អ្នកស្រី អ៍ូ សាន និង សុស ចិន្ដាមុនី បានទៅសួរសុខទុក្ខព្រះភិក្ខុ តេជប្បញ្ញោ ផន ភាពនៅឯមន្ទីរពេទ្យ បេស្ដេត ទីក្រុងស្ព្រីងហ្វៀដ៍ រដ្ឋម៉ាសាឈូសិត្ដស៍ នាថ្ងៃព្រហស្បតិ៍ ទី១៧ ខែមិថុនា ព.ស.២៥៦៥ គ.ស.២០២១។ ព្រះតេជគុណម្ចាស់ តេជប្បញ្ ផន ភាព ត្រូវបានរថយន្ដពេទ្យសង្គ្រោះជាបន្ទាន់ដឹកពីវត្ដគិរីវង្សាបុប្ផារាម អាស្រមសមាធិសន្ដិភាព ទៅមន្ទីរពេទ្យ បេស្ដេត នៅថ្ងៃអាទិត្យ ទី៣០ ខែឧសភា ព.ស.២៥៦៥ គ.ស.២០២១ វេលាម៉ោងប្រមាណ ៩ៈ០០នាទីព្រឹក។ ព្រះភិក្ខុ ពុទ្ធសត្ថា, ព្រះភិក្ខុ ឥន្ទជោតោ, លោក កៀង ពិសិដ្ឋ, លោក គិម សកល, ឧបាសិកា គិម វណ្ណ មុនី, គិម អានន្ទ និង សុស ចិន្ដាមុនី មានវត្ដមាននៅកន្លែងកើតហេតុ ហើយបានទាក់ទងឱ្យ រថយន្ដពេទ្យសង្គ្រោះជាបន្ទាន់មកពិនិត្យព្រះតេជគុណនៅក្នុងកុដិរបស់ព្រះអង្គមុននឹងគេដឹកព្រះអង្គទៅមន្ទីរពេទ្យខាងលើនេះ។
Maha Thera Siripanno Sophon Thon, Bhikkhu Buddha Saddha, Bhikkhu Indajoto, . Bhikkhu Munindathero Maha Nhor Tepmony, Mr. Piseth Kien, Mr. Sakal Kim, Mrs. San Ou, Ananda Kim, Jendhamuni Sos, Ven. Sirip visiting Bhikkhu Dejapanno, our meditation master, at the Baystate Medical Center in Springfield, Massachusetts on Thursday June 17, 2021. Bhikkhu Buddha Saddha, Bhikkhu Indajoto, Mr. Piseth Kien, Mr. Sakal Kim, Upāsikā Mony Kim, Ananda Kim and Jendhamuni Sos were at the scene on Sunday, May 30, B.E.2565 A.D.2021 and called an ambulance to examine Bhikkhu Dejapanno Pheap Phorn in his room before he was transported from the Kiryvongsa Bopharam Temple to the Baystate Medical Center around 9 a.m. during that morning.
True love does not just choose one person. When true love is there, you shine like a lamp. You don’t just shine on one person in the room. That light you emit is for everyone in the room. If you really have love in you, everyone around you will profit—not only humans, but animals, plants, and minerals. Love, true love, is that. True love is equanimity. — Thich Nhat Hanh